The Exploration

  Day 2 The sun is up. The temp is below absolute zero, but the sun is up. Everyday it comes up. Some days are not as bright as others but the sun is always there. Clouds form to block the light and some days this feels nice, but in some cases, those clouds become shades for the mind and the heart. I have experienced more clouds than sunlight lately. Sometimes I hope that a gust of wind takes them somewhere else, but nevertheless, they linger. They’re not nature’s fault though; those clouds are my clouds. I have sent them there, to linger, to stick, to create this gloomy existence around me. Why? I can move those clouds with once deep breath. It takes more effort to keep these clouds than it does to move them. So why must they stay? Because the sun is too bright? The sun is too warm? The sun persuades movement and laughter and joy? Yes, that is why. The clouded mind does not want any of that. The clouded mind wants loneliness, misery and emptiness. Erase those clouds. Crop them...

  Day 1 Well, today I did it. I made a promise to myself that I will achieve whatever I put my mind to. I made connections today. I took steps forward. I can choose every single day what my future holds and today I chose success. Today is the start. Dec 30, 2021 will be the day I move forward and continue forward. Days of stress and weakness will come but I will always pursue the ultimate goal. It’s not financial freedom, it’s not success, it’s not riches, it’s happiness. Happiness is completely dictated by the mind. No amount of strenuous research or hard work will lead to overall happiness, only the mind can achieve that. I will simply use these tools to augment my happiness. Refer to your goals, stick with them. Use that dream as a peak and never stop climbing ‘til you reach it. I am here to inspire and reclaim the headspace that escaped me at such a young age. Without a clear head, there is no clear path, but starting today, those clouds will fade. Welcome to the exploration....